ok well every thing is great again! so I'm happy !!!!!

I mean other than the fact that I sound like a mouse right now because my voice is going, life is awesome! but I really don't have anything to say....actually I don't even know why I keep a xanga any more.....maybe I do it just to keep you all posted, if and when I actually post. lol

anyway I'm out

<KISSES> LiNa

P.S. JR I love you!!!!!! Muah!

ok well I guess I haven't posted in a long time. so let me fill you in....well today is my 6th month anniversary with JR  , and we didn't have anything planned because well its a Thursday and neither of us have a car so it was almost out of the question to do anything until this weekend. so naturally Saturday would be our day of choice. anyway so basically I made plans with Lindsey to come home with me that way we could study for a test that we have tomorrow. It turns out that he planed to surprise me with a peanut-butter and jelly candle lit....after school meal (I guess that would be the correct term).... but basically I didn't know about it so I made plans. plus he didn't call me until 3:44 and I check my messages at 3:30 exact because that's when we get out of school (he gets out at 3:15). I check them then because I know for a fact that if my phone rings while I'm in the car I wont be able to hear it because of my brothers system.

so his message  was asking my brother to drop me off at JR's house instead of taking me home. well nature ally this didn't happen because I didn't have the message when I checked and then once I was home lindsey and I were already working. so he's pissed off at me for that. what ever. it was a really sweet thought but for real he should have called me about it this morning, or during school.

so anyway I'm about to bitch some more. My mom wants me and JR to go have dinner with her this Saturday, but he doesn't want to. It would mean the world to me if he came but he's too stubborn to budge. Saturday's are usually JR's days with me because we go to church on Saturday and it just works out that way. so I was like well my mom still wants to spend time with me so if you're not gunna come with us then she is gunna pick me up around 6:00-7:00 (pm) (keep in mind that I would be with him from 10:00 in the morning till whenever she picks me up). and he was like well no just don't bother to even come over. His reasoning ***I would rather have you all day than have you come over and only spend two seconds with me.*** WTF!!!!!   I usually spend about 12 hours with him every Saturday because that's the only day out of the entire week that we do get to see each other (that's only on my moms weekend...my dad doesn't let me see him so some times I will go about 2 weeks with out seeing my bf) but I would still be spending at least 7 hours with him if she does pick me up. so he would rather not see me at all. and next week is my dad's weekend so he'll just have to deal with that.

that's not even what pisses me off the most. it's like we've stopped "dating" like we don't go out anymore.  we just hang out or whatever, which is cool and all but just because you've been with someone long enough to still have fun even if you're not doing anything, it doesn't give any reason to actually stop going out all together. So he didn't come with me to homecoming, ice skating, winter-formal, and now he doesn't want to go out with me to even get to know my mother a little bit better!  Some fucking anniversary!

anyway I'm out <KISSES>

P.S. it sucks because he really does mean everything to me.

Hey everybody What's ^!?
 Right now I'm in Destin, Florida with my baby, and having a time of my life! Anyway, so we're going to the beach today though it's gonna be freezing.

*edit*
 so we just got back home from the beach, the mall, and the store to buy some goldfish and gushers. anyway I had sooo much fun  at the beach. The weather was awesome and the waves were so pretty. me and JR just walked up and down the beach together *sighs in remembrance* man, that dumb butt threw me in the water with my shirt and jeans on....but it was fun so whatever.

Later we went to the mall and had the best chicken and turkey wraps that I've ever tasted!

<KISSES>

*EDIT....again*

same topic (Florida)...........now that I'm back in town I can talk more about it.

so I got totally wasted on new years eve and I don't ever want any of my friends drinking. trust me its the worst experience in the world. and I'm so ashamed that my parents can actually get drunk every night and be okay. its disgusting really and I completely learned me lesson. you can really do some stupid things while you're drunk, and for JR's sake.....baby I'm soooo sorry. I don't know how I could ever put you threw that. I love you so much for that night alone. thank you sooo much for taking care of me.

ok so back to talking about the beach. OMG it was sooooo beautiful. I for real had the time of my life. Oh and I met JR's family, they're cool.

soooo much more happened only I really don't feel like typing so maybe I'll post again later. oh I almost forgot one of the best things about my weekend. January 2nd was mine and JR's 5 month anniversary!!!!

<KISSES>

~LiNa~

ok Christmas is the worse time of the year and I hate it forever now.

so I started out with $245.89 right, well wrong now I only have like $10 in nickels and dimes! I mean what the heck is that???? anyway I hope that everyone likes their gifts because I put a lot of thought  into what i got for each person....well maybe that's why everything was so expensive but well it all counts for something I guess.

anyway I had the chance to make back $55 today because I found the same exact game that hi bought for $55 at the BX but for only $30 (naturally I saw the cheaper one after I had already bought the more expensive one lol). So I got the one at the BX and then went back to best buy to return the game and get my money back....only thing is I bought other things at best buy along with the game so the total was about $133 and I paid about $50 of that with a gift card. So I go to return the game right, well it turns out that hi couldn't just get money back I had to get an entirely new flippin gift card. I WANTED CASH!!!!! is that sooooo hard I mean come on I was gunna use the money that I made back to go buy or finish buying someone else's present.so now I have a game that cost me $30 and a flippin $55 gift card.

the ironic thing is I don't shop at best buy .....like ever....the only reason why I went there in the first place was because I randomly found the gift card in my room and noticed that it might come in handy for Xmas shopping.....well it didn't and I still only have $10 in change which is gunna suck for the clerk at wal*mart tomorrow...but oh well.

<KISSES>

~LiNa~

hey what's up you guys?!?!?

anyway so today is Monday....and it was actually an okay day, being the fact that it is Monday I mean.

So I think I did well on my song and monologue that was due today, and basically today I just got the chance to chill with friends during all of my classes, except for mrs.jones of course. But thanks to Stephy, Mrs. Jones class wasn't all that bad. lol

anyway so last Friday JR came to BTW at lunch to see me....so today just about every girl at the school that saw him or heard about him for other ppl were all like "OMG Lina I had no idea that you were into black guys!" or they were like "OMG girl your boyfriend is fine!" so that made me smile through out the day.  I love him soooooo much!

Also, because of various conversations that came up over this weekend, ma and Amy had a few interesting conversations today, which I also found to be extremely hilarious....what we talked about...hmmm....that is between me and her.

<KISSES>

~LiNa~